apart from drinking coke still (oooops haha), i am owning the paleo diet! its making me feel amazing. my body is a bit screwed up at the minute, but eating this way is sorting me out DAMNED straight!

love it.

..sue xx

so this was me all dressed up recently, about to set off for a night out with my guy. i’m only posing like this cos he made me!!

im posting this mainly so i can work hard and then hopefully post a more toned pic in a few months.

i’m looking ok, but that bloated stomach needs work!

and i never normally dress like this, but again, my man likes me to dress up bless him. i was like ”but i’m FORTY ONE YEARS OLD!! and its october and its FREEZING!!”

anyway, yeah, this is me at the moment.

and no, this isnt my bedroom! haha god i WISH! we were spending the night in a bloody gorgeous hotel room. it was so beautiful!

..sue xx

hi guys. so no im not dead, lol. i just havent been in any right frame of mind for fitness and stuff.

life is actually great though, even though i have put on about ten pounds in the past two months!

i havent been around here because i cant very well go on about fitness when i’m in lazy mode, putting weight on and stuff!

i dont know why, but i just cant seem to get back into it.

im back on paleo, and am working to get my head back into gradually re-introducing strength training.

i’ve missed you guys, and thank you for the messages. i actually havent checked out my page in so long.

but i will try and check in every now and then, because i made some good friends here, and i will really try and get my head back!

quick update:

my divorce has started. should be sorted in anything between six months and a year. my ex has really caused some problems, but everything has been pretty quiet for a while, so hopefully he is finally getting the damned message!

i’m still with that guy that i met on okcupid. its been two months now (funnily enough, same amount of time since i went off the strength training! i mean whats that about??)

i think im falling for him, but im trying to hold myself back a bit. i cant be the first to say the scary words hahaha. i know he really likes me, cos he tells me, but thats enough for now. i dont see him very often because of the distance, plus he doesnt have a car at the moment so its difficult.

anyway, yes, i will try and get my act back together, get off my arse and start exercising again. i still cycle to work, and my job is still very active, but thats just not enough.

hope everyone is good and everything is going well with you guys :)

..sue xxxx

havent taken a pic of my guns for a while haha

solid as a rock. no bingo wings here baby!!

not really any progress since last time, but i want to see more, so thats why im upping my game again, and im taking this pic.

..sue xx

new haircut! i get shorter and shorter each time haha.

..sue xx

me and my sister at the party last night.

wow, seriously…. i miss my boobies!!!!

..sue xx

my new glasses and hair colour!

i really suck at posing when im taking pics of myself. haha.

..sue xxx

new haircut and colour :)

and im in my favourite place in the world. my conservatory.

just noticed- my glasses are wonky.  haha!!

..sue xx